Dear Diary,
It's been a long day... I went to work last night without knowing what are the exact things that I have to do.. Me and Carl kept on texting last night. He is a new friend-a dancer from Amazing Philippines.. I met him from tagged.com just like other guys that I met before....Last friday night, I went to office and found myself alone because Jec and Jeff were on leave... So I did a lot of tasks while texting... So I called it multi texting heheheheh....
I got the chance to talked to my previous boss.. LJ and my mentor told me a secret that I have to keep.. I just want to say that if it will come true.. I just wish everyone's best.... I know God will make a way for us...
After so many hours of waiting to get out of the office, I went home to check all the clothes that I may want to wear for tonight's party.. you know Townhall.. Telus biggest party every year.... Im kinda excited on what will happen tonight... I will see all of my crush from Dell CTS, OOMA, TXU energy... ahahahha i have so many crush....hehehheeh
If you only knew what happened last saturday night... hahahaha I'm happy to meet someone like him who is a gentleman,.... heheheheheh anyway... I really like him because of his gadgets.,,, wahahaha...
I'll tell the stories soon... when Im ok... Im tired... got to prepare for tonight,,,,
Waiting,
Leirbag
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
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Dear Diary,
I don't exactly know what I'm doing now... probably because of watching Vampire diaries now i got the chance to write to this blog again... I had a diary before but since we have to move alot of times into different places before I came here to Pasig City, I lost it.. but it's okey... now that I have the chance to type into my own blog... I will tell you what is happening to me now..
First, my parents are off to Singapore... the initial plan for them is vacation for a month.. and it's been 2 days and three nights that they are not here in the house... I miss them, I don't have the chance to communicate to them as often as it could be because its expensive to text them... And I have to be thrifty right now because it's only me who is taking care of financial concerns... And of course they are still on a learning process on how to use internet..
I was absent last night.. I was not feeling sick literally... but I'm feeling bad. I don't know why. It all started when I have to pick up alot of dress for myself ... However, it didn't fit my body because I'm already fat. Funny right? I got to check for my tummy, arms my back.. and they are all huge! I hate myself,,, I love the things that is happening because I alreday have a job even though I was not able to finish school... My parents are really proud of me because of it.. But still, I hate myself not because of getting fat... But because of this skin desease that I have... It's psoriasis... Some may not be familiar about it... But it's been 2 years sine I'm suffering from this illness... Ever since that I have it,,, I have this insecurities.. because I cant explain myself to anyone that hello Im dying because of this... tired of putting lotion.. tired of asking for a miracle...
I don't wanna ask God about it,,, because I know he is testing my faith... God I know you are there... please remove this,.. That's what I'm always saying....
Waiting,
Leirbag :)
I don't exactly know what I'm doing now... probably because of watching Vampire diaries now i got the chance to write to this blog again... I had a diary before but since we have to move alot of times into different places before I came here to Pasig City, I lost it.. but it's okey... now that I have the chance to type into my own blog... I will tell you what is happening to me now..
First, my parents are off to Singapore... the initial plan for them is vacation for a month.. and it's been 2 days and three nights that they are not here in the house... I miss them, I don't have the chance to communicate to them as often as it could be because its expensive to text them... And I have to be thrifty right now because it's only me who is taking care of financial concerns... And of course they are still on a learning process on how to use internet..
I was absent last night.. I was not feeling sick literally... but I'm feeling bad. I don't know why. It all started when I have to pick up alot of dress for myself ... However, it didn't fit my body because I'm already fat. Funny right? I got to check for my tummy, arms my back.. and they are all huge! I hate myself,,, I love the things that is happening because I alreday have a job even though I was not able to finish school... My parents are really proud of me because of it.. But still, I hate myself not because of getting fat... But because of this skin desease that I have... It's psoriasis... Some may not be familiar about it... But it's been 2 years sine I'm suffering from this illness... Ever since that I have it,,, I have this insecurities.. because I cant explain myself to anyone that hello Im dying because of this... tired of putting lotion.. tired of asking for a miracle...
I don't wanna ask God about it,,, because I know he is testing my faith... God I know you are there... please remove this,.. That's what I'm always saying....
I remember last night I told my sister that I'll take a nap then I 'll go to work.. funny that it was already morning.. and I'm still in my bed with my sister... Today will be the last business day of the week and I should go working.. I will because my boss will freak out if I wont be able to do the things he need for the party on Oct 18. Wish me luck! I'll keep you updated....
Waiting,
Leirbag :)
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